I'm changing again.
I've finally decided to clean out my pendrive.
I found a lot of interesting conversations that made me happy and very sad.
I finally got myself to delete them after a year.
Time to move forward again and forget the past.
Goodbye good memories.
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I'll be waiting for Winter.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Change
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
All the Shame it Brings, Changes Everything.
Mona bought me Batman: The Killing Joke [Deluxe Edition]! I love her! I must pay her back!
Last week, I felt human! It was such a wonderful feeling! We made s'mores at Jenni's house and I had so much fun. It was the first time I had felt so happy and alive. Then another time, we went to eat at iHop and we had a good time. [But it doesn't come with toast!] We were very hyper and we just couldn't stop laughing. Then on another day, possibly Saturday, we went to watch The Hulk at the dollar movies and we went walking to Walmart, where we got stopped by this 21 yr. old chuc lady and a group of chuc kids. Plus, I bought Dexter Season 2! [I rip you!]
Really, I'm not in the mood of typing. I'm probably going to be off to bed in a bit.
Today I went to the mall with Mona! I bought another Batman comic. [Batman: Going Sane] Then I came home and watched the Last Mimzy with my mommy. THEN we went to iHop. Yay! for having breakfast for dinner two nights in a row!
P.S. I've gotten use to the "dress code" now. And I have to admit, I love my pants now, so much that I haven't washed my beige pants in three days. ._.
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
The Sun
R E I N C A R N A T I O N
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I'm inspired for tomorrow.
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Like the Emptiness of War.
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Friday, August 8, 2008
My Blood is Tainted With Bitterness, I Want it Out, I Want it Out of Me.
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Thursday, August 7, 2008
8bit Tea
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008
1/2
I took my senior pictures today. It wasn't that bad, it took about half an hour, but it went by fairly fast.
Driver's Ed went by fast too. We took two tests and I did great. I'm glad I can memorize things easily.
I caught a stranger looking at me and our eyes met. He started walking towards me and I left from my spot. Stupid mistake, but I don't want to "fall in love" again. Strangers are a bad thing for me. But I can't help but be interested in knowing them.
One whole year.
It's like rehab without the drugs.
I've changed.
And I still am.
At this point in my life, I now know:
That friends don't last forever.
And the ones that do,
I have to keep holding on.
I need to go to college.
I need to meet new people.
I need change.
I hate this city.
I need CHANGE.
I need to CHANGE.
I still remember not being afraid.
For the first time in my life,
I wasn't afraid.
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
You've got ideas in your head of someone you could talk to.
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We Had No Choice But to Destroy Every Note.
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Monday, August 4, 2008
Egomaniacs
I tend to "fall in love" with egomaniacs.
This explains Autumn.
And I don't even talk to him.
Who the fuck am I kidding?
And to the two-year egomaniac:
You say you've changed?
You still act like a goth wannabe teenage.
I've changed way faster than you would've beleived.
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Sunday, August 3, 2008
In the sky, there is a cloud containing the sea.
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TAGS: dreams
Friday, August 1, 2008
They Say, That Kid He's Got...
What I've been up to:
- Sunday, 27th: I went to my Gramma's to eat, then came back home and took a nap. I woke up around 9 PM and got online. Once I logged on, I totally got bombed with messages from Gabi, Percy, and Jenni. Jenni picked us up and we went to her house. We watched CANDY and CHARLIE BARTLETTE(sp?).
- Monday, 28th: Came to McAllen, and... I forgot what we did. I think we went to Mimi's cafe. Really bad service. We complained so much, we got a meal on the house. lol, I felt super-bad, but seriously... the service sucked and the food came out cold. The only thing I really loved was the STRAWBERRY LEMONADE. ._. FUCKIN' GOOD.
- Tuesday, 29th: We went to Beall's and I gots fancy girly clothes and a cool pollo. And some sweet Kicks. :D [RocketDog all the way!] We ate chicken. ALOT. of chicken. Haha. Plus, I missed Food Detectives! D:
- Wednesday, 30th: Apparently I forgot. We probably didn't do anything. Mommy made pancakes for breakfast. And I missed the live episode of Criss Angel. D: But it's okay, I got to catch the re-run. :D
- Thursday, 31st: Krystel's Birffday! :D We went out to eat at Olive Garden [ew, PASTA] and we had freakin' BADASS SERVICE. Mega-hawt chicks there. :D :D :D :D :D Then afterwards, I WENT TO BARNES AND NOBLE! And bought three Batman graphic novels! Dearly Devoted Dexter, and a fuckin' starchart! :D BADASS. That was like... $80 spent. It's okay! It was all worth it. :]
- Today: Went to CrackerBarrel, and really, the FOOD WAS JUST AMAZING. GREAT SERVICE TOO. [And we bought uniforms...eh.]
And I think that was it. >_> Not quite sure.
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