Brain Food

Today I had breakfast tacos from a gas station, went to the eye doctor with my sister, went to B. Dalton to get some books on sale, and went to Salsa's for lunch and had sushi.

I hate the fact that we're not going to have a bookstore anymore. B. Dalton's has always been there since I've remembered. It's where I would always go when my mother takes forever shopping. Now I need to order books online, which is not so bad, but I like looking through the shelves and being able to grab a book and skim through it. Hopefully we'll get another bookstore soon.

Well, today I got nine books:

• The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen - Century: 1910
• Star Trek - The Manga (I know, me with a manga? Crazy.)
• Bowie: a Biography (Of course, I couldn't pass this up! David Bowie is my love!)
• Invisible Man
• Freak the Mighty
• I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings
• Maggie: A Girl of the Streets (and Selected Stories)
• Go Ask Alice

All for $50, which I find to be a good deal. Plus, I also got a tiny lawn gnome! I couldn't resist. 8D

When is it closing? I should go one last time. I feel like today it didn't set in my mind that it's closing.

Shit.

Night Terrors

Every night for the past few days, I've been having a dream of my ex-boyfriend and I hate it. I wake up crying because I'm scared he'll come back and do something to me. Kill me, rape me, humiliate me.. but he's not like that. At least, from what I remember him to be, he was never so cruel. I always try to escape him from my dreams. My parents would even invite him over and I would hate it. He'd go to my room and trap me in there with him. I don't even want to write this down, but I feel like I have to. Ever since I got those picture from Warped Tour back, his face has been imprinted in my mind. I wake up feeling sick.

I'm rambling.

I'll fix this later.

I don't want to remember him.

This must be it, welcome to the New Year!

So, since this is now the year of change, I've decided to try and keep up with this blog. Hopefully that will mean more posts about art, dreams, and other nonsense, rather than my usual depressing situations. My life might not be interesting, but hey! At least I can come back and look at the past for the hell of it.

So, a new year, eh? It started off good. Well.. it could've been better if I wasn't sick. Apparently, I have a stomach virus. I woke up around 9 AM and oh, dear god, I've never puked so much in my life. I took a long shower then came back to my room and went back to sleep. Around 6 PM, I heard my mom's side of the family downstairs playing Lotería. I got dressed went downstairs and sat outside with my dogs. It was a pleasant evening. After my mom's side of the family left, we picked up some of the trash, ate dinner, and then watched Julie & Julia and Duplicity.

Julie & Julia: I honestly thought it was a good movie, but I didn't like the ending. I loved the color scheme throughout the movie and the way they would dress.

Duplicity: I thought it was too complicated. I understood it in the end of course, but it just didn't catch my attention. All the "badass" parts were towards the end of the movie. But I did like the ending.

Now, I'm here in my room watching the Twilight Zone marathon and listening to my dog fight with her reflection in the mirror.

Good day, good day.