Was it just a coincidence?

It's not making any sense.

My dreams are still the same.
Jumping off of buildings,
never remembering your face.

I can't keep organized. D:

I'm so advanced in technology...

I can't back out now.


Today we went to the Genetic Conference at TAMIU.

It was boring at first.

Then it became interesting.

Chips?

I am...still alive?

I thought today was going to turn out bad, guess not. I'm another year older. Fuck. Today was fun. I got my driver's license, went to iHop with Jenni, Gabi, Alex, and Martin, made Funnel Cake, received flowers from my sister, Got a PSP and a carnivorous plant from my Daddy (Plus a David Bowie shirt soon arrive in the mail.), went to VMT with Gabi riding in the trunk since we picked up Percy, went to Tony Roma's with my parents for Dinner, and now I'm here. It was a good day. I feel like ranting. But I guess I'll save it for some other day.

Fuck damn. I'm such a spoiled kid.

My Dad ordered me the David Bowie/Ziggy Stardust shirt I've been wanting! :D

Hopefully it will be here in "20 Days". LOL

Friends

Huh?

Feelings are Useless.

I love you and I just can't help it.

It's like if you're not even real.

It's a vicious tree!

"That Gravity! It's a killer!"

Fuck. Could you feel the pain of the metal sinking in? [I get lost in my options.]

She complicates me with "love".

Then I come to realize I'm in love with total strangers. The more I know about somebody, the more I hate them. The least I know somebody, I tend to fall in love with them. :/ I'm so complicated. I can never figure out myself. I'm in love with a guy because of his words that he writes. I'm in love with a boy for the way his voice sounds through a radio transmitter. I'm in love with a boy because he's not from where I live. I'm in love with a boy because he likes Brian Eno, David Bowie, and Tom Waits. I'm in love with a boy because he dreams with the stars. I'm in love with a boy because no matter how normal he may seem to be, he is the most complex.

Am I just torturing myself?

Flickr

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

003 - 01.03.09

003 - 01.03.09
Originally uploaded by Monklin

And these voices are screaming in my ears.
Who are you going to choose?
What are you going to do?
Why aren't you listening?

Photo featured in the iPod: www.flickr.com/photos/monklin/3165428110/

Angel Wings?

What a horrible dream.
They inserted these two poles into my back at an angle.
And my mom was just there watching and I was screaming in pain.
I looked to the side and Autumn had them too.
What the fuck is going on?

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[Update: I seriously loved this dream for some reason.]

002 - 01.02.09

002 - 01.02.09
Originally uploaded by Monklin

I will not be earthbound.
No matter what you say, I am an astronaut.
Even if I have to pretend.

001 - 01.01.09

001 - 01.01.09
Originally uploaded by Monklin

The begining of my 365 projkkt. :]
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The focus is me.
The artist.
The writer.
The musician.
A mixture of emotions.
Filled with dreams of going to space.
Life is a blur when all you see is dreams.
This is me.

Fiction makes me happy!

Fuck you. :P

So let's give it up for the new year.

I'm alone.

So FUCKING alone.

I don't believe I have friends anymore.

It's sad that I give my life for them.

Then they just diss me.