:/
My thoughts on love are too complicated. I fall so easily in and out of love. I've fallen in love with one of my friend's neighbour and I've fallen in love with a guy at my school. Then all of a sudden I've fallen in love with someone I don't even know who lives in another state. I don't even understand any of this. It's so complicated. It brings me down and it still ends up keeping me around. I need something different. I'm so sick and tired of love. There isn't anything I could do right now.
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On a brighter note: yesterday was the medallion ceremony. It was alright. I sat next to Alex and we were joking the whole time through it. Graduation is almost here.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Love is just a waste of our energy.
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Get Up, Recover!
Apparently, since I've been painting so much, my niece now wants to be like this and paint too. I'm surprised that lately she's been trying to be like me. It's a nice feeling at times, I actually don't mind. She's been begging my sister for paint. I'd lend her some of mine, but things get too messy! And acrylic paint does not wash out 99% of the times. Especially now that we moved into this house WHICH THE 2ND FLOOR IS COVERED IN CARPET. Maybe I'll end up buying her some temp. paint if my sister doesn't.
I just realized that they finally covered that ugly graffiti in my general neighbourhood area. Normally I don't mind Graffiti BUT it was horrible and disguisting lookin'. It was just scribbles. Not artisticness to it. I didn't even understand what it said, something along the lines of ocha town? No fuckin' idea.
Which reminds me of this: http://www.pro8news.com/news/blog/42646037.html
Tomorrow is that stupid pyshical. Really, what is the point? AND WHY DO THEY DECIDE TO DO IT WHEN LAREDO HEAT REACHES 101 DEGREEs? I don't want to go but I really don't feel like lying to my mother. My plan was to go to school, get picked up by my sister right after she drops me off and stay home till lunch. But.. I don't know. Still debating. I have a feelin' tomorrow is going to go BAD.
Oh, well.
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Monday, May 11, 2009
Fly Trapped In a Bottle
I remember going across to Nuevo Laredo (Mexico) a lot when I was a little girl. Iwould go with my dad, my Willita (grandmother), and my cousin David. I remember we use to walk our way across and back, it was too much of a hassel to take the car. We would buy this most amazing ice cream ever. It was vanilla, but it tasted BETTER. And the strawberry ice cream was even better. We use to wait for my Tia Socoro at one of the bus stops across. Every now and then she would come and visit us from Guadalajara. I remember we would buy fruit cups, ice cream, lucas candy, and Coca-Cola in glass bottles while we waited for Tia Socoro to get to town. My cousin David and I would have contests to see who could snort the most Lucas without crying or having a nose bleed. (Yeah, we were pretty stupid kids back then.)
There was one time when we were waiting for Tia Socoro, David and I started talking about myths and legends. My Willita brought up several ones but there was one that actually stuck to me for some reason. I cannot remember it quite clearly but it had to do with something about catching a fly in a glass Coca-Cola bottle. Then some man who come and visit you in the middle of the night to leave you money. My cousin was scared of it because they said he would come as the most ugliest creature/human ever. My cousin always wanted to try it but he was afraid of the outcome.
In fact, I don't think we've ever ended up trying it. I guess we must have been afraid. I should really bring this up to him in the next family get-together.
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TAGS: Memories
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
What?
My niece told me I'm "such a great artist and writer".
Then she asked me, "Why are you a great artist?"
"Why are you a great writer?"
I have no idea what brought this up.. she just said it. I looked at her puzzled. She just starred back at me.
I guess sometime she tries to be like me.
She's been wanting a journal like mine so she just carry around all the time just like I do.
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Friends With a Mormon
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TAGS: Memories
Hannah Montana has taught..
my niece to tell my sister that she is the worst mom ever.
I must admit that Hannah Montana is too much for Disney.
They could do without her.
I had wished that the movie would've be the end of her.
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This, What I Thought I Knew; This, What I Thought Was True..
Been working on swaps all week, nothing much really.
School will probably start on Monday.
Eh, don't want to AP test.
I wonder what's changed.
I still feel sick.
But I can't complain.
It will be a year on the 27th that I had my 2nd art journal (which I have falled to fill out in one year).
Haha..
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
You'd think that will all the anxiety & throwing up..
I would've gotten use to it by now.
Last night was horrible. I threw up twice. Once my food, the other all the water I drank.
I was starting to dehydrate.
Man, fuck this.
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Sunday, May 3, 2009
I Find It Funny
When you say that you're starting to hate her, but in reality you're becoming JUST LIKE HER. Really, quit the bullshit and tell me you're in love with her. Our friendship is being damage by someone who doesn't even wants us to be friends. Sad, but very true.
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Two weeks... bring it on.
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I need to write a short story for a swap. (http://www.swap-bot.com/swap/show/35771)
What can I write to go along with this beginning line:
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Saturday, May 2, 2009
Free Comic Book Day
Damn.. I'm such a geek.
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TAGS: Geekery
Oh, how I love you...
Wow, I just kept clicking block quote. Whoops.Oh, how I love you And in the evening, when we are sleeping We are sleeping. Oh, we are sleeping.
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Friday, May 1, 2009
It's a Funny Thing Actually
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Swine flu closed down our schools for two weeks! Should I be happy about it? I just want to graduate already, goddaammmmmiit!
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