They feed us shit..

through televisions.

I want you to break my heart so badly..

so I could just stop liking you.

Autumn.

When will this madness end?

:(

College Classes

Srsly suck.

It's not that the work is hard.

It's just hard to get into the habbit of actually doing work.

Lies

Everybody Lies.

Pain Is Only a Pulse

I just want to SCREAM.
Screaming Apples & Atoms.

Cobra Starship

Yesterday I went with Jenni, Percy, and Jenni's sister Sharron
to the Cobra Starship concert in San Antonio.
It was just amazing.
Since we were part of the first 50 people to get pre-sale tickets,
we had the chance to meet Cobra Starship.
Sadly, we didn't get to meet Gabe because he couldn't talk
and they wanted for him to save his voice for the show.
But we got to meet the rest of the band. :]
They all liked my bandanna/handkerchief.
And they got to sign it. :D
We also got to be in the front of everyone at the concert.
Sing It Loud and Forever the Sickest Kids did a good job.
And Cobra Starship was amazing
even if Gabe's voice kept dying out on us.
But it's okay, he dances super hawt. ;D
The only thing that sucked about it,
were this chicks behind us that were pushing us
and getting on top of us.
Those bitches.
But other than that,it was so fucking amazing.
:D :D :D :D :D
I bought a hoodie.
w00t.

As Shitty as a Day Can Be..

listening to music changes everything.

Even if a band's not together anymore,

it doesn't mean that people stop listening.

I seriously wish I could've seen Brazil in concert.

My CDs came in the mail today.

:D

Thank you, Daddy!

For getting them for me.

♥

Misery

I had a dream that I shot Autumn in the head.

It was horrible.

I really don't know why I did it.

It started off like this:

There was a party at my friend's house.

He came up to me talking to me and telling me he likes me.

I walked away and went outside to puke.

"Stop toying with my emotions."

I screamed.

I left.

I was in a car with two people in a gas station parking lot.

They started to do crack and I just got out of the car trying to leave.

Then a girl comes up to me and presses a gun against my back.

She tells me, "Don't move, come back with me or they will kill us both."

I stayed in my place and told her to just shoot me already.

She started to cry.

Some man with another gun came and puts the head to my head.

I punched him in the stomach and I grabbed his gun

and shot him three times in the face.

The bullets shattered before it left the gun.

It always happens in my dreams.

Then Autumn comes and laughs in my face.

I hit him with the back of the gun and shot him in the head.

I dropped the gun and just walked away.

Someone shot me three times.

Tiny pieces of bullets were scattered on my right arm and my back.

I fell to the floor gasping for air and I died.

I woke up miserable.

I was gasping for air.

I realize that I can't forget about him.

What am I to do now?

When did my dream...

of going to New York die?

When "they" said we'd go together.

When did New York become a PLAN?

Three's company.

I don't remember sending an invitation.

Stomach the Hurt

I just finished the Amory Wars:

The Second Stage Turbine Blade.

Pretty interesting.

._.

I seriously have been wanting

to read Claudio Sanchez's stuff.
I must convince my dad to buy me that camera.

D:

Or those headphones.

When have I become so materialistic?

Well, at least I admit it.

And I feel closer.

I Must Admit

..you are sly.

Happy Halloween

Yesterday was pretty fun.

Jenni, Percy, Gabi, and I went ToT.

We got pretty good candy.

Then we went to iHop

and Jenni forgot her pancakes onto of the car.

This chuke knocked on Jenni's car window

and Percy screamed.

So Jenni just left.

Then we realized she left her pancakes on the car.

It was pretty hilarious but I felt kind of bad.

XD

Other than that:-

Smarite looked SMEXI as the Joker. :P

- I still can't get the make-up off mah face.

- I now want to be Rorshach for next year.

- Some guys need to fuck off and not talk about the sky with me

because I don't find the sky "romantic" or "loving"

when you talk about it.

Srsly, gtfo.

Overall, Halloween was fun. :]